12/28/09

Beyond the Fog.

I force my eyes to
see through the emerging fog
you await beyond.


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12/24/09

A Girl I Love.

A pretty girl walks
under soft drizzles of rain
I love her, my mom.


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12/23/09

Storm.

A gust of love shall
be the storm that breaks through your
walls of misery.


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Flow Away, Onwards.

Your past matters not
for we are like the river
flowing onwards life.


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12/21/09

Don't Stop Love.


Forget and destroy
the dams that stop the flow of
everlasting love.


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Listening Heart.


The sound of your voice
vibrates through my heart and soul
I listen with love.


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12/20/09

Hand of Hope.

Your loving hand will
cross the realm of dreams and fears
and it gives me hope.


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12/17/09

Stars From You.


Orange turns to blue,
as your eyes transform into
the stars of the night.


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12/16/09

Loving Savior.

Your tears will be the
fuel for my love and I
will be your savior.


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7/2/09

losing battle.

"love is stronger than us all, stronger than two worlds colliding."

If love is stronger than us all then why do we still keep loving? I myself am part of something that one may call a "losing battle". I've been in love with a certain girl for quite a time now. Complications and fate have tinkered with this love that I had that is why I say it is a "losing battle". Also, I can feel that with the recent events that have happened, everything is not going really good. Add to that, the fact that soon (maybe but hopefully not) I will have less time to spend with her. It kills me thinking about that and what might happen. My college days will soon be over as well as my days with her. I will definitely miss her and that is why right at this moment, I am trying to make the most of the time we have. But as I try and do this I can feel her shying away from me. Maybe I am overdoing things. Becoming more aggressive and obvious. But why blame me? I'm just someone who loves and wants to be loved back. And even though I would not be loved back, maybe just an acknowledgment of this love that I have for almost 2 years now. Is it too much to ask to be accepted? I know sometimes I've been overreacting or maybe I'm becoming too attached to this love and to this person. But if that is how I love, then sue me. I love because there is someone to love and this someone accidentally was her. Right at this moment, as I think about the times we've spent together it occurred to me that this love is a tragic comedy. It was not all fun and happiness but I am still happy for those experiences. I'm predicting how this will end but then again fate can bring out a twist in this situation. Hit me if you think I deserve it but I think I'll fight all the way through. Maybe I will finish this "losing battle" and emerge as the loser but hopefully there are points for loving and for the efforts I've done.

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6/30/09

union and goodbye.

as much as i

wont like to say
goodbye
but just like the sea
as it meets its beaches
at one point in time
patches of sand, soil. the islands.
different one every time

across the world
the waves reverberate
through these white grains
countless.
spending time, having fun
sharing the secrets
of the world.

for quite a time, and
palm trees witness,
the union of water and sand
just like lovers and
after the sun has set
into the golden hour
mixed in orange shadows
in a flash of darkness
the water leaves its mate
and never come back
leaving streaks of waters
in it's wake
salty, just like tears.

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1/25/09

another week.

I think I'll miss you more,


this week.



I still love your craziness.



It's driving me crazy.


You're driving me crazy.



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1/20/09

intoxicated.

I love your craziness.







"And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I can show you I'll be the one"


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