missing you already.

always together, forever apart.

this one line, i've read earlier from the notebook.
well i don't mean any harm for this post, its just that thinking about the future makes me feel sad.
and it's because of so many things, so many circumstances involving you.

i know you know how i feel about you.
you've once joked about that before.
so no doubt about it.

but maybe you never realized how much truth there is in that little joke you made.
maybe you never realized that every step you took, i was there for you.
maybe you never realized, that every time you smiled at me, called my name, listened to what i said, i fell for you more.
more each day, each hour, each minute, each second i spent with you.

but at the end of the day, it'll be me who's missing you more.
every night before i sleep i think of you.
your oh-so-pretty face.
your lovely smile.
and the voice and laugh that i'd know wherever i would be.

i hope you know,
that all this time i've spent with you
will forever be cherished, treasured and remembered.

i know this sounds something like a goodbye,
and i have my reasons for this.

it's because i realized, that the time i'd be spending with you
will exponentially decrease in the coming days
specifically, the coming terms.

i love everything about you,
although i know that it'll be imposiible for me to have you
it's just that, right now
i'm missing you already.



always together, forever apart
- the notebook

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