trance.

"the most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you, it's when you don't understand yourself."

got this from Issah's blog. [http://themedicineispoison.blogspot.com/]

i don't understand myself. really. it's like i've been walking and living everyday in a kind of trance. eversince you. not having control over what i do, and what i want. this is not me. i know i am better than this. but i don't know why you have such an effect in my life. everytime you pass by, i get numb. and as a result, i cannot do what i expect myself to do. this is really not me.

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